You know what else?

College is a bitch. The entire thing. Oh, sure the independence/freedom is greaaat, just TRY to pay for it all first and find out a place that won't suck the life out of what you want to do and make you regret ever choosing the major you did. (Even though everyone can feel that, so I guess there's no such thing as good major.) No one ever feels secure, you just pretend you are and try to forget that you aren't and that even worse things are coming up around.

Did you know that 77% of Americans hate their jobs? Google did. I'm not surprised at all. Life isn't for enjoyment apparantly. Then what is it for?! Seriously? Fulfillment? Learning? Experience? Satisfaction? All require you to be at least remotely content with your life, maybe even happy...

Oh whatever. We'll see what happens. I just want a reason to get up in the morning other than because I have to...